I shared a lot about what God showed me during these past couple of weeks, but there is just no way that I can share everything. I bately have time to keep up with my writing NOW, to add everything else would be way too impossible - even for a Supermom (ha!).
But I will say that God has really smacked me in the back of the head and made me realize how much I'm just not seeing in my life right now - both good and bad. I am truly blessed to have family that loves me, friends that keep me going - and laughing - when I don't have the strength to do it myself, opportunities to help others, and a stable job in an injured economy. But I have also been shown that my marriage is severely compromised and needs major intervention. Red is on a path of self-destruction and I don't know how to stop it. I miss The Princess with my very being and I'm no closer to getting her back now than I was a year ago.
I needed a wake-up call. But now that I've received it, what am I going to do with it?
But I will say that God has really smacked me in the back of the head and made me realize how much I'm just not seeing in my life right now - both good and bad. I am truly blessed to have family that loves me, friends that keep me going - and laughing - when I don't have the strength to do it myself, opportunities to help others, and a stable job in an injured economy. But I have also been shown that my marriage is severely compromised and needs major intervention. Red is on a path of self-destruction and I don't know how to stop it. I miss The Princess with my very being and I'm no closer to getting her back now than I was a year ago.
I needed a wake-up call. But now that I've received it, what am I going to do with it?
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